mama k

boooooored!

Thu, 28 Aug 2008 19:37:57 GMT

Has someone ever told you they would be with you forever?
ohhhh of course, suchhhh dirty lies!

Do you have a gym membership?
i sure do

Have you ever walked in on people having sex?
lol ya

What color are your under garnments?
LOL i guess that means bra and what not.... it's black.

Ever win a contest?
yepppppp

Have you changed mentally or physically from last time this year?
oh yeahhh, in so many better ways.

Do you miss anyone?
everyday

Still dating the person you were dating this time last year?
neeeeeeeeeeeever

Still have the same friends as you had this time last year?
yep and made a few more!

Have you recently been told that you're pretty?
ya. whatever liars :)

Do you honestly think you are pretty?
yeahh.

Did you get a full 8 hours of sleep last night?
nope!

Have you ever gotten alcohol poisoning?
it sucks

Who was the last person you slept next to?
mike orrrrr kara

How many TRUE friends do you have that you can tell anything to?
like 5

Are you close with your mother?
very, love herrrrr

Do you still talk to the person you fell hardest for?
we have, but i havent ACUTALLY talked talked to him in like 2 years

What are you going to do this weekend?
parties. LAST WEEKEND OF SUMMER :(

Have you ever been taken to emergency in an ambulance?
nope

How many cousins in total do you have?
alot, idk alot of them on my dads side though.

What were the last words you said to your dad?
its been too long i dont remember

Would you rather the picture be taken by you or you be in the picture?
depends

What's one action you do when you're really nervous?
i touch my hair alot and talk about nothing

Have you ever talked back to a teacher?
i try to always be nice~

What did you last cry over?
mmm i don't remember

Who do you txt the most?
i just text alot in general,recently it's been michael though

Do you have empty bottles of alcohol hidden somewhere?
theyre not empty

Have you ever kissed anyone whose name started with A?
haha yes

Have you ever held hands with anyone?
of courseeeeeeee everyone has

Have you ever cheated on a test in school?
yes

Have you ever been suspended?
nopeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee, just lots of detentions and saturday detentions

Have you trespassed?
yep

Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
loveeeeeeee my mama

Was your last kiss drunk or sober?
sobe

Do you put ketchup on top of your French fries or on the side?
to the left to the left

Are you in a good mood today?
eh pretty good, i was in a better mood yesterday but im golden

Are you scared of spiders?
not scared but theyre kinda gross

Last comment you left someone?
i just wanted to say i love you even though your never on this nonsense >=/

Are you currently frustrated with a boy or girl?
mmmmmmi guess not, no

Are you excited for anything?
a tad

Have you ever slapped someone across their face?
yes

What is the closest thing to you that is blue?
a dvd case!

When is the next time you will see your grandma?
when i die

Will you be married in the next two years?
i doubt it, i'll still be pretty young to be married!

How about loved someone then realized you hated them?
omg yessssss! FOR EXAMPLE this kid, i wont say his name, he told my friend he thought i was hot and we all
hung out the next day, and i was SO excited cause he's really cute but SO full of himself in the bad kind of way
which made me hate him highly.

How was your weekend?
fabbbbbbbb

Have you ever wanted someone you couldn't have?
nope

What are your plans for today?
chillen deep

Are you in a relationship, single, complicated, married, or engaged?
in the middle between single/in a relationship

Change

Sat, 23 Aug 2008 21:43:02 GMT

Sooooo i was laying in bed earlier just thinking, and reflecting over how much i've actually changed since last year. And i've changed in mannnnnnny areas. for oneeeee, i was so very,very needy and yuck that's a terrible trait. Without sounding mmm horrible, but i know that i am pretty but i'd always have to ask a million times if i look okay, even though I know I do i'd still need reassurance cause I liked hearing it. With guys, one in particular i'd always question him and I always had to hear from HIM that he cared about me. Usually it wouldn't get to the point of being THAT bad, butttttt since he wasn't always honest it did. I ended up pushing people away with that along with being really confusing. Like, i lost a really good friend, and a couple people that i really did care alot about. Again the same one in particular (and i'm not writting about him because i miss him) but i'd always tell him that I loved him, cause I thought I did and maybe I did , then I'd be like "oh well, you know we don't work out so I don't think we should have anything." And I did that jusssst so he would re-assure me that he did love me. And he would, until one day he just got sick of it I guess. Probably a good move on his part... I wish we were still close, we talk, but we're barely friends. I was just using him as an example. Even if the chance rolled around I'd never go back with him, ever ever, ever ever,ever,ever again.

Anyway, my head still isn't on completely straight. and It sucks because I really am a good person, I think I have a big heart and I really am genuine... But i'm just not girlfriend status right now. I don't know. I don't know what I want. I've hurt people and It makes me feel soooo shitty cause I never meant to. I have a tendency of playing games, and I don't mean to, and I neeeeed to change that. Cause i've lost some really nice guys. I cared about all of them, seriously. But it just didn't feel right, and until something feels right i won't give 100% of myself. A friend was really angry at me a while back and was telling me I was a horrible person and blablablah, and that really hurts you know, when someone you love says something like that, and he had told me something like, "you'll always be the girl that has a million guys on your dick, and you'll never be happy because you won't want any of them but it'll feel good at the moment because you have the satisfaction of knowing that people want you." And it made me feel really horrible because if someone read that it'd make me seem like a bitch,or selfish, or shallow. and I'm not. Buttttttt, i'm changing more and more into the person I really am. I've made mistakes and I cant take them back and I probably wouldn't because making mistakes builds character, and it's making me into the person I am today, and I'm happy with every single part of myself from my head to my toes. :)

Tue, 19 Aug 2008 10:05:29 GMT

when the sun rises i won't be there, now go go have fun

update

Thu, 31 Jul 2008 01:26:33 GMT

lifes good. this freaking physco mother fucker is finally out of my life! I swear he said he was in love with me and got obsessed like theres no tomarrow and claimed to have "overdosed" on heroin because of me, and "died" that night and then came back to "life" because his "friends" helped him. GIRL PLEASEEEE! like that would actually happen. He left messages on my phone hysterically crying and he was just a liar, and now he's talking to this other girl (rebound from me) hopefully she see's that and gets out like i did. (:

anywaaaay, i tried to talk to him yesterday and tell him i wanted to be friends, because he had a sad away message up, and he flipped ouuuuuuuut and told me hated me, i was a bitch and heartless blablablah. i don't really care because it was un true. and anyone who knows me knows that my heart is really big, and i don't make problems with anyone. it's sooo funny that kid makes up these unbelieavbly redic stories up in his head, and i think he really starts to believe them lol. goooooooood job

anyway, mikes in philly until monday and i misssssssss him. nora and i had a little girls day out today and went shopping and swimming and to visit big dave and others the tattoo shop in mana. i looooove that guy, he's the funniest ever! i love my friends, and my family and i re-pierced my nose and it looks so cute. i just absolutely love life at the moment!

ok well bye!

ahah suicide girl profiles ask the crazzziest questions!

Mon, 28 Jul 2008 03:39:19 GMT

okokok the thing is im not 18 at all right now
and one day i was just bored so i sent them an application with pcitures and all of that
but it was as a joke and i didntthink theyd email me back with a password and username! haha
ummmmm idk if its something id ever do, idk i think id feel like a hoe
but the money would be fantasssssssstic

SUMMER IS ALMOST HEREEE :B

Wed, 21 May 2008 11:50:55 GMT

i'm looking forward to it, i'm really trying to change some of my ways and become a better person.

anyway it's weird, every summer i always meet some guy that i'm with on and off for like a year. I don't know if I want that to happen, because I kinda have my eye on someone nowww. But i'm telling you it always happens. the last two summers were the besttttt, i met so many new people, and soo many new friends, and made good memories and TERRIBLE ones that I wish I could take back! but for the most part they were all good. i had so many people wrapped around my little fingers, and i loved it. but that's the part i'm trying to change. I do lie, and I do lead people on and I don't do it intentionally, but it happens. i'm really the sweetest girl ever, and I'll do anything for anybody, and all I really want is to be happy with one person,thats all. Like I said I kinda am 'with' someone right now, I don't wanna say too much and make them upset D: but I dunnoooooooo. Maybe this summer i'll just do it like a guy and get mad a.

hahahaha :B

oh oh! I'm going to Texas in july to see my friend who i've known for the longest, seriously what a nice guy, and so cute too. i'm super,super excited!

;)

Fri, 16 May 2008 02:23:30 GMT

If she touches like this, will you touch her like that?

kissing my ass is only okay to a certain extent

Wed, 14 May 2008 01:59:40 GMT

sgfsgjagjasgk!

it's always nice to get compliments, but after like the millionth time a day it gets kind of old. Godddddddd, i don't know, every guy i talk to just isnt deep! like this is the converation
them: your so cute
me: awh thanks
them: your beautiful and pretty blahblahblah
me: thanks
them: so when am i gonna see your cute face again
me: soon

haha i dont know, i just need something DEEPERRRR~(#)*#(

Sun, 11 May 2008 05:16:16 GMT

mike cerutti <3

i love dylan

Sat, 10 May 2008 16:40:44 GMT

and last night, and my life, and my friends, and the world, really i do.<3

ps
hahahaha the only reason he's "talking" to you, is so it gets my attention, and so i get mad. that's also the only reason why he put your name on his away message. PLEASE, you're ugly, and you're a bitch. No one in their right mind would ever think twice about you. I hate to be the one to break it to you but it's true. and I know this because he told someone,sorry. (:

FILL THIS OUT ANNONMOUSLY AND SEE HOW MUCH YOU KNOW ABOUT ME! (:

Thu, 01 May 2008 20:48:24 GMT

(2 Points) My name:
(6 Points) When is my birthday:
(4 Points) Who am I in love with:
(5 Points) Where did we meet:
(4 Points) Take a stab at my middle name:
(3 Points) How long have you known me:
(2 Points) Do I smoke:
(2 Points) What is my one regret:
(3 Points) Do I drink:
(2 Points) What nationality am I:
(3 Points) Do i use drugs:
(1 Points) Do I have any siblings?
(2 Points) How many:
(2 Points) If so, what is their name(s)?
(1 Point on opinion) Am I cute?
(2 Points on memory) Have we ever gotten drunk together?
(3 Points) Would I ever have a one-night-stand:
(1 Points) What do I think of myself:
(2 Points) Am I innocent:
(2 Points) Am I taken:
(3 Points) If so by who, if not whos the ex:
(2 Points) What's one of my favorite things to do:
(3 Points) What's my favorite type of music:
(4 Points) Am I shy or outgoing:
(1 Points) How many people have I been "in love" with:
(3 Points) Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules:
(2 Points) Have you ever hugged me:
(3 Points) How many people have I dated:
(5 Points) Have you ever kissed me:
(4 Points) What is my father and mother's name:
(4 Points) Do you miss me:
(4 Points) Do you think I miss you:
(3 Points) Have we talked on the phone:
(4 Points) Have you ever had a crush on me:
(4 Points) If there was one good nickname for me, what would it be:
(5 Points) Who do I like right now:
(5 Points) Where do I shop:
(3 Points) What is my favorite color:
(3 Points) What is an accomplishment of mine:
(5 Points) Have i ever said anything 2 make you happy:
(3 Points) What is my worst habit:
(3 Points) Have we ever had sex:
(3 Points) Am I a righty or a lefty:
(5 Points on creativeness) If I were stranded on a desert island, what would I bring:
(5 Points) If someone asked you to describe me in 2 sentences, what would they be:
(1 Points) Am I single or taken:
(1 Points) If so by who, if not whos the ex:
(3 Points) What school do I go to:
(3 Points) What is my favorite animal:
(3 Points) What about my personality stands out:

Thu, 01 May 2008 20:29:53 GMT

i wonder how many people read this nonsense

Tue, 29 Apr 2008 23:47:19 GMT

i want a wii >=/

Fri, 25 Apr 2008 15:08:50 GMT

In an effort to get people to look
into each other's eyes more,
and also to appease the mutes,
the government has decided
to allot each person exactly one hundred
and sixty-seven words, per day.

When the phone rings, I put it to my ear
without saying hello. In the restaurant
I point at chicken noodle soup.
I am adjusting well to the new way.

Late at night, I call my long distance lover,
proudly say I only used fifty-nine today.
I saved the rest for you.

When she doesn't respond,
I know she's used up all her words,
so I slowly whisper I love you
thirty-two and a third times.
After that, we just sit on the line
and listen to each other breathe.

suvage bored ok hi

Tue, 22 Apr 2008 19:50:24 GMT

Name please:
krysten

age?:
16

Single or taken?:
singy

Have you kissed anyone in the pass 2 months?:
yes

Do you like them?:
nope

Are you a virgin?:
nope

Have you ever been in love?:
i have

Are you crushing on someone?:
yeah

What would you do if your crush asked you out?:
i'd be happy

First letter of the name of the last person to have sex with?:
ex boyfriend

Do you still talk?:
yes!

Do people annoy you?:
some

Do you speak your mind?:
sometimes

Are you sarcastic?:
sometimes

Name of the person you like?:
they know

Do you like school?:
yes

Is there a lot of Drama in your school?:
quite

Do you like to drink?:
yes

What about smoke?:
yes

Ever had a one night stand?:
nope

Do you like bon fires?:
love them

Whats your favorite food:
food from china

What about ice cream?:
i'd rather have an icepop

How do you take your bagels?:
sourdough with butter

What are you plans for the weekend?:
parties non stopppppppp

What is your favorite thing to do?:
chill deep

Do you like the people who live near you?:
yes

Have you ever had a broken heart?:
still do

What is one thing that hurt you the worst?:
not going into it

Sat, 19 Apr 2008 13:25:27 GMT

yay for no sleep

seriously lasy ngiht consisted of

gorgeous people + way too mcuh alchol + drugs + lov eof my lifeeeeeee

=

sloppy mess ahah

no ilove my life

Wed, 16 Apr 2008 01:51:21 GMT

when everything is in doubt ill be there for you because youre my everything i love you and i'd do anthting for you?

You'rehimright??

survey k

Wed, 16 Apr 2008 01:46:51 GMT

Three days from now will you have sex?
possibly

How do you think your latest ex feels about you?
i don't even remember who my latest ex is lol

What are you listening to right now?
nothing

What’s one word to describe you?
cute

What are your plans for this weekend?
philly,interview,parties

What makes you laugh?
friends and my family,and funny stuff

How is your room looking?
loveeeee it

Get asked anything ridiculous lately?
haha yes

What are you doing tomorrow?
school,gym,blunts,hanging out with mike

What are you wearing right now?
pajamies

As of today, do you like anyone?
yes

Have you ever been awake for 48 hours?
i never sleep in the summer

Do you stay friends with your exes?
sometimes, a few of them absolutely hate me though D:

Do you like to cuddle?
yessss

What are your initials?
klm

Football or baseball?
football

Favorite kind of blanket?
mineeeeeeee

What's your biggest fear?
never finding happiness

How do you feel about chocolate-covered strawberries?
love themmmm

Europe or the Caribbean?
europe

What do you look forward to in the next month?
spring break

Where do you wish you were right now?
with someone

Name a song that reminds you of old memories?
some kelly clarkson song, haha it's lame but it was playing at the best time in my life

Do you like the color gray?
yes alot

Is there someone you really can't stop thinking about?
yes

Look outside, hows the weather?
it's night time,and chilly,love itttttt

Are you jealous of someone right now?
nope

Did you ever think someone didn't like you, but came to find out they really did?
haha yes

Last time you ate grilled cheese?
oh boy i haven't had it in forever

Name something great that happened today?
nfe (:

When you think of the rainbow, what pops in your head?
rainbows

Who was the last person you layed with?
my puppy

What's a fact about the last person who texted you?
ahhh love him! He's like a big brother to me

Do you ever shut off your phone?
not really,only when i have to charge it

What happened at 10:00 am to you?
study hall

When did you last cry?
last week

What is your favorite thing to eat?
chinese food

What do you want in your life right now?
something constant

Sun, 13 Apr 2008 20:59:00 GMT

every saint has a past and every sinner has a fututre

Fri, 11 Apr 2008 01:59:45 GMT

BAH OK i was talking to this kid for like two weeks k? and i always thought he was really cute, and we were at the point of having 'liking' eachother, but like everything just stopped and we drifted, i guess it was kind of my fault, as it always is hahaha. but i saw this picture of him,and well he's PERFECT. he has his shirt off and his nips are perfect, his face is kjgkdjkgajg and like he has the cutest tattoos. oh god, i really hope he doesnt see this and know it's him haha. he's so hot though, i'm gonna try to get with that again (:

ps, go ahead and think 'but you recently wrote something about a guy you really cared for.' Well that ship is on it's way out, and yes i doooo care, i will NEVER trust him though, and how could you ever want to be with someone you could never trust? i finally see that

Thu, 10 Apr 2008 23:37:41 GMT

so rich so pretty

i'm SO siked right now!

Thu, 10 Apr 2008 02:39:23 GMT

i got a letter in the mail from someone who referred me, and i'm going to be in a pageant. ahhhh, haha i'm so excited. It's like a 'beauty' pageant, and my mama is always telling me i should do things like that, and i am, and it's going to be good i hope! Besides you get money,and free stuff.

I'm going for my interview on the 19th

and the stuff includesssss, $25,000 OR $500,000, modeling scholarships, college scholarships and i guess for whoever does really well or wins, 2008 mustangs. hahaha, ohhhhhh man! i feel so happy and lucky, kdfjksajf im so siked! wish me luck! (:

i know who i would choose!

Wed, 09 Apr 2008 03:45:23 GMT

Sometimes I wish I could be the one fish
That you choose out of all in the sea

Wed, 09 Apr 2008 03:37:49 GMT

I love nora and kara and jordan and natalie and liz and mike and nicky and dylan and whalen and morgan and bryan and sean and kenny and madison and bekah and jaime and luke and ryan

the end

Audrey Kawasaki

Tue, 08 Apr 2008 21:18:58 GMT

By, Audrey Kawasaki